Lost in La La Land

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I have such good intentions but the minute I get inside the house I’m paralyzed and can’t complete one thing. In the car I imagined myself organizing all the winter clothes into separate boxes, labeling them, and then stacking neatly in the closet.

Guess what? Our bedroom now looks like a tornado went through it. This is exactly why I try not to take on too much. But because I had this image in my head that I would organize those clothes, I did not even get the vacuuming done nor the dishes washed. I don’t know how to fix this brain malfunction.

I hate that the one thing my husband regards above all else is a neat home. With tasks that are accomplished daily. I’m just not capable of this. I am defective. My brain flittered about so much today that it made me nauseous.

I was doing wonderfully well until I took on the fabric of my life. Cotton! Time just isn’t on my side and neither is my scrambled up brain. Sometimes I wonder how I ever get anything done. How I ever stay positive and persevere through this muddle, I just don’t know.

I’m keeping busy reading and doing my crosswords. Still looking for my dog Roscoe. Always trying to promote our office and my husband’s construction business. I need some brain relief. Mines just too overworked right now.

For all the people who can multi task, I applaud you! I also curse you! It’s just not fair. Of course, if I know anything I know that life is NEVER fair.  I guess one day I may learn to do the next right thing and that’s it! Even if it is throwing my to-do list in the garbage.